Hi,
this is a message for Harry and I try to write it in English. It is about my last Wizard experience in the Hilton/Orlando, January 2010:
Every year going to Wizards and other Avatar courses was like taking wonderful holidays from "real" life. Coming home - each time after a short while I developed a strong resistance against creating and doing source list. It was really hard work for me, because the same secondaries always came up - "good old friends". I began to fear my secondaries because I didn't want to have them anymore. I had to start over and over again discreating the same old stuff. How embarrassing this was! And then - in the middle of the last Wizard while taking a shower in the morning, an idea came up. I started immediately creating the primary: I love my creations. And this turned out to be a very helpful primary for me. Suddenly I could look at my secondaries with appreciation. This was really great. And since then I have lost my fears regarding the creation process - for the first time I use Avatar at home regularly and I'm a bit sorry indeed that it took me 7 years to come to this point. But now I'm absolutely happy and lucky and don't want to miss it anymore!

Viele Grüße aus Bonn/Germany,
Thomas Busch