I feel I have come home. Home to myself and home to a collective of people who are living, shiny endorsements of the Avatar essence. They give so fully, without a trace of exhaustion or ego claim.

Having struggled with on a ‘spiritual path' for more than half my life, I realize now why I kept collapsing in a heap of despondency: I believed I would fail because based on experience, "I always did." What a belief! What a secondary!

Now I realized that while an intense 30% of my creative powers and attention have been on the primary of waking up-- the other 70%, has been on creating and figuring, doubts and secondaries.

Thank goodness for this material. Thank goodness I came here.

C.A.- Holland- 2008