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Having struggled with on a ‘spiritual path' for more than half my life, I realize now why I kept collapsing in a heap of despondency: I believed I would fail because based on experience, "I always did." What a belief! What a secondary!

Now I realized that while an intense 30% of my creative powers and attention have been on the primary of waking up-- the other 70%, has been on creating and figuring, doubts and secondaries.

Thank goodness for this material. Thank goodness I came here.

C.A.- Holland- 2008

Dear Harry,

You have made it so simple. Thanks to you, the Avatar tools and the Integrity Course I realized I don't need to continue to feel bad because I have done some awful things. I can just admit it, make amends and stop the pattern- don't do it again.

Now I am happy and know how to stay happy. Thank you for giving me the means to deal with my transgressions and move on. Love,

Nancy Lester- USA

Becoming an Avatar is the greatest thing that happened in my life. I feel freed from all my determinations from the past and now can live my life deliberately with the creations I make for myself.

I feel nobody but me decides in the future and I already discreated and created wonderful things the last week and this will continue. i now know how it feels to love myself and accept myself. I may be here in this world and live my own life for the best and I definitely will!

I was a bouncing ball in the beginning of the week with my emotions going all over the place. Avatar has given me the tools to be calm when I choose to be and create all the things I want to create for myself and others.I will never return to how I was before and GOD that is a good feeling!

Avatar has given me a life worth living with all the creations I am deliberately going to make.

Anough Tilburgs- 2009

I have gotten to the sign in life that says" Insert choice here".

Harry I thank you so much for your love and care and the path you set before us. I have really gotten some new pieces at this internship. So much more about care, reverence and the honor we really have to be part of this network. Thank you, thank you, thank you. My intention is to fully contribute to this team. I am committed.

I was so touched by your story as you talked today. I had such a realization this week about my choice. I have a choice to create a new life. One that is aligned and committed in service to others. I love you!!

Sonya D.- USA

It is my first Wizard Course. I wanted to do this course so badly, that if I had not come, I would have felt hurt. Wow, I know why!

Right before the Pro Course, I had decided to stop resisting life. Make the decision to surrender, in a positive way, so every moment in my life would become a perfect time to experiement from another point of view of consciousness.

I did the Pro Course and I felt Blessed. But still, I discovered that I was still resisting, especially when I made a primary. Not good. I was not willing to believe in everything I wanted to believe. So I made a primary about that. Creating my life? For real! Wow.

Every day that I make a primary. I see it and feel it like an act of Love toward my self. With so much respect for my self and others. By loving myself this way, I know that I do good to the world.

Harry, I just love it when you say, "Show Up." Yes! As a child, I was showing up but then I stop. You kmow I showed up yesterday and the person I spoke to was impressed and said keep pushing-- showing up -- for an EPC. I feel confident. No fear. No hesitation.

D.G.- USA- 2008

Well Harry my first internship has ended and passed. Not without some persistant identities surfacing!

I was reacting in this identity and created some disappointing moments. After getting some help from trainers how to handle this, I did. I finally " felt "how I CAN get out of an emotional reaction by using my will and source to go through the identity. It helps get through the reactions! Yeah!

S.W.- USA- 2009

Dear Harry,

I had the honor of doing one of the advanced programs several times with a student that had created himself as a very contracted victim identity seemingly lost and trapped in a mind that had no present moment awareness. He had utterly forgotten that the real being had been seeing a psychiatrist for 27 years and was currently taking many medications.

What an unusual consciousness and what a gift to observe and experience how piece by piece, with these tools, he connected the dots taking more and more responsibility.
At first he wasn't able to do the last step and introspect. Chip by chip, step by step he eased into more and more awareness. He finally created enough space to move into the last step of the program. He integrated enough then to be in the present, in gratitude, okay with himself, with the moment and with all that hadhappened in his life.

We both cried tears of amazement and gratitude. He moved from there to the definition mini-course. At first he believed the definitions were really him. Again piece by piece he started to take more responsibility. More forward movement. On the last day of the course he came in and said "Last night I was 100%. Nothing can change that". He realized some of his past needed to be looked at for him to be at 100% and maintain that. He was excited to share deep intimate details of his life. I'll never lose the amazing impression of the moment he arrived at the realization " I'm responsible. I'm the one who decides!" WOW...He woke up!!

There is no limit to the miracles that can happen. After 27 years of counseling he said he got more out of the few days at Avatar than any therapy ever could provide. What an honor to be here. Thank you Harry!

Linda Waters- Utah, USA

Harry's talk on the three hearts and the meditation we did afterward allowed me to release much emotion and feel for the first time in months. I cried many tears from my heart, and I felt a great letting go and surrendering throughout my body. I actually shook for a time, and I felt so light.

My realization from the talk was gaining a deeper understanding about creating an EPC and what I need to do to show up. Bring it on.

Roslyn Benson- Australia- 2008

Robert Prus- USA- 2008

What a relief that in the first 60 minutes of Harry speaking on day one, I knew I could find a self again and shift out of a strangling viewpoint.

Today, day two, for the first time in...years?... I laughed with others during Harry's talk. No mind chatter, no editing, no measuring if others got it as quickly as I did. Just enjoyment expressed as laughter.

Amazingly there are 11 more days of this course!

Linda Feinholz-California,USA- 2007